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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
Then, yeah, we can chill later.

( very cool, very casual, even as he slows to a stop in front of chloe's home. this is david madsen's house [he knows this because he knows to avoid him; the stupid mall cop takes his job way too seriously], but that's definitely chloe's dumb, hick truck parked out front. he hadn't known that madsen was her dad, had he? blackwell is small, he must've heard it somewhere. or maybe nathan only concerns himself with things that relate to him and willfully ignores everything else. what, is he supposed to know the story of every punk bitch drop-out?

but that's not all chloe is. she'd been nice to him, before he knew how to do this. he hadn't needed her to stand up for him, or talk back to his father, but it's cool that someone did.

christ, it's all so fucked up. all of their lives, all intertwined like this. chloe, who was cool with rachel. rachel, who'd encouraged him before he fell in with victoria. victoria, who's practically his sister these days. he likes victoria. he liked rachel. he'd liked chloe, too. liked her enough to shoot her.

you can't take a good shot without love, jefferson once said.

he doesn't realize how much he's tapping his foot against the floor of his car until the noise makes its way to his ears. he's willing himself to say something. max should tell chloe that he's sorry. he should tell chloe that he's sorry. he appreciated the way he stood up for him when they were sophmores, so he drugged her half to death as thanks. this is how artists show their love.

he can't let himself crash out now. not here. )


—Okay. ( max hadn't asked him anything, but he answers as if she had, pulled out of his reprieve. okay, he's going to make this right. okay, things are going to work out. he swallows. It's gonna be good. It's gonna be fucked for a while, but it's gonna be good. With her, I mean. Chloe. Regardless. And... and if you gotta choose her instead, it's cool.
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they're doing amazing c':

[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 05:37 am (UTC)(link)
( an outburst of affection was not how nathan had expected max to react. it must mean he'd done a good job of keeping his crazy on the inside, because max seems oblivious to his near-spiral. he'd said the right thing, somehow. he'd meant it, too. between her lifelong friend and him, it's an easy choice. he wants her to choose chloe. he'd be mad if she didn't.

she kisses feeling back into his skin, hugs warmth into the spots threatened by the cold of darkness. nathan surprises himself by hugging back. she wants to fight for him. she wants to want him. )


Max... ( she's going to kill him at this rate. ) I think I hear your girl racking a shotgun. Go handle that.

( before he pulls her in and really starts to kiss her. making out with max in front of chloe's house, a fucking insane flex. if he'd been feeling more vindictive and less sappy, he might've gone for it. )
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 07:21 pm (UTC)(link)
( he pulls off knowing that she's in good hands. regardless of how this conversation goes, it's not like chloe [or even madsen] are going to let something bad happen to her while she's there. nathan is rarely proud of himself for anything, but he feels good about not completely falling apart back there. it would have been so easy to lose it, to let dark thoughts take hold until he's punching the steering wheel, or worse. but he'd held it together. for max. once he gets back to his dorm, he can rage out in relative peace.

he's only a minute or two out from blackwell when he decides, yeah, maybe he should reply to some of these texts from victoria. more have come pouring in. god, she lives on drama, doesn't she? )


Vic 💋💋💋
is she a good lay or somthing???
make it make sense babe
even mark thinks ur tots loco for this one


( it's that last message that chills him. )

you told mr. jefferson??

Vic 💋💋💋
thats wut gets ur attention????
lolololol
dont worry hes super cool
i bet he's a good lay 2

guess we're both in our hipster hookup era 😏


( he doesn't have time to reply to that, and victoria probably doesn't expect him to, knowing how sporadic he can be. nathan speeds the last mile to campus and parks like an asshole, barely between the lines. he needs to get to his dorm, down his pills, and then he can figure out how to handle this. jefferson was never supposed to know about him and max. in hindsight, it was stupid to think he could keep things from him, especially on a campus this small. eventually, it would have come out. he just thought he'd have more time... he always thinks he has more time.

it's still early enough on a post-party sunday that most people are too hungover to be milling around campus. it means he doesn't bump into anyone as he beelines to his room. the door's unlocked, which he doens't remember doing, but he'd been in such a rush last night getting max clothes, he could have forgotten to lock it behind himself.

or, apparently, jefferson had.

he sits on the couch against the wall, legs crossed, cell phone in one hand, steaming coffee in the other. even on his off day, he's dressed well: white, pressed collar, sleek, form-fitting jacket above it. he hardly looks up when nathan enters the room, which only adds to nathan's startle. )


Jesus, fuck! What're you doing here, man?

"Man"? I'm not one of your friends, Nathan. Stick to Mr. Jefferson, please.

( it's such a stupid thing to nitpick, nathan has to wonder if he's joking. he never knows with him.

like his own father, jefferson is an enigma. )


Uh, okay... Mr. Jefferson, what the fuck are you doing in my dorm? Someone could've seen you come in. ( he slowly lowers his bag to the ground, eases his way inside. it could be a hallucination. that's happened before, on particularly bad days. but he hasn't gone that long without his meds; a few hours off wouldn't cause him to trip out.

speaking of, he grabs the bottle from the nearby table and swallows this morning's dose down dry. since jefferson is in some pedantic teacher mode, he half expects him to bring up his use of foul language and drugs, but doesn't. )


No one saw anything. They never do. That's the beauty of these small towns; blind faith in one's community. ( if nathan had any attachment to this bullshit town, he might've taken offense to that. ) I had breakfast with Victoria this morning. At her insistence, naturally. Young girls these days, my God... she'd have sucked me off under the table if I let her.

( nathan really doesn't want to hear jefferson lusting over and/or admonishing victoria that way. maybe that's why he said it, to see the way nathan's mouth crinkles in displeasure. it's no secret that jefferson thinks she's an impure whore, or whatever, but it's not like nathan wants to discuss it. it makes him feel grosser than usual, like he's playing both sides. he's joking with vic about her teacher's crush one minute, and listening to jefferson bad-mouthing her the next.

nathan wishes he had some sense of what's off-limits, but nathan's a coward. if he speaks up, jefferson could leave him, and he won't be special to anyone anymore. )


Yeah? ...And?

Nathan, don't play stupid. You're not good at it. Tell me what you think you're doing with Max Caulfield. You're calling her your 'girlfriend' now?

( he says it like a slur. it's like a trick question or something. nathan doesn't know what he's doing at all. he thinks he likes her. he knows jefferson likes her. what is this, some conflict of interest? the horror movie version of two dudes crushing on the same chick? )

I don't know. She's cool, I guess. We just, like, hooked up, or whatever...

( he shrugs, something he hopes looks indifferent as jefferson gets to his feet. nathan's fucked up enough to hope for praise for getting laid, for managing to do something normal. in reality, jefferson is caught somewhere between pacing and leaning against the adjacent wall, unable to commit either action, starting and stopping between the two. nathan clocks the erraticism as the closest thing to 'freaking out' a put-together guy like jefferson does. he's angry, but he's too cautious to do a thing like yell. )

So, you did it. You defiled her. You corrupted her purity. The only source of purity in this hellhole of a town, and you go and ruin it. Like you ruin everything. I should've seen this coming... I thought you knew something of sacrity. Stupid of me, really. Stupid, stupid Mark, thinking you knew how to respect what isn't yours.

( it's easier to be exasperated. he wants to be hurt, and he is, but abject annoyance is much cleaner. he can cry when he's alone.

for now, he throws his hands in the air. )


Jesus Christ, did everyone know she was a virgin but me??

Fucking... You don't even know what you had. You're a blind child. ( because of course jefferson knew she was a virgin. he could spot her innocence from across the room. he's a trained eye, someone who specializes in the difference between the pure and the defiled. what is he supposed to do now, seeing maxine in his classroom? how different will she look? what's lost can never be found again. why couldn't he be the one to see that change first?

there's a chance that nathan took photos during that time, but jefferson doesn't want to see them. at worst, they'll be amateurish pornhub shots. at best, there's a chance that they'll be good, and this rage will boil all over again. )


She was mine to capture. There's nothing left. Can't you see that? ( a hushed intensity, perhaps worse than a yell. he thinks he can see nathan tremble. good. he should be afraid. ) I've given you an opportunity to be great. Do you know how many people would kill to be in your shoes? To be my apprentice? And this is how you repay me... by destroying my muse.

( so much of this avant-garde artistic bullshit falls on deaf ears because nathan doesn't conflate sexual purity with art the way jefferson does. try as he might to be evil, even at his lowest, nathan hasn't conceptualized whatever he has going on with max as anything beyond feelings, emotions, and hormones. he hadn't slept with her for the sake of 'corruption,' and he's not dating her to destroy her purity.

he just likes her. he likes the fact that she says 'wowzers' and sends her plant pictures at 2am. he likes that she called his dad an asshole, and drinks her coffee like it's candy.

he can't help the fact that he's shaking. )


I didn't know... ( while he knew jefferson had some weird obsession with max, he didn't know it went this far. and he didn't know she was a virgin, try as jefferson might to frame things otherwise. he's good at that, framing. if jefferson uses his camera to frame a fact, it must be true. ) It was an accident.

An accident? You tripped and landed with your dick inside of her? Don't bullshit me!

( rather than striking nathan [which hasn't happened before, but nathan's never seen him this angry before, either], he shoves a row of books free from his bookshelf. the force with which they go tumbling down yank a row of portriat lights with them. the florescents shatter when they hit the ground. everything is breaking. everything is ruined. and it's all because of him.

nathan is unmistakably crying by the time jefferson gets a hold of himself, considers where they are, considers the shattered pile of glass, portraits, and textbooks, and straightens his collar. so much for nathan waiting until he was alone. )


...All right, all right. Come here.

( it's a pretty effective tool for getting nathan to do what he needs. get him to the point where he's sobbing out sorries, and then offer him a hug. jefferson wouldn't manipulate nathan in this way if nathan didn't make it so easy to do. his anger is genuine, but he knows the guilt it evokes in nathan will be excellent for his bottom line. even if he does have to start all over. even if his special muse isn't that special anymore.

goddamn it.

with a wince, he realizes nathan's getting fucking snot on his good, clean shirt. god, he hates teenagers. )


You don't want me to find someone else, do you? Because I will. I don't want to, Nathan, but I will. Yes, yes, I know you're sorry. But I can't have a partner who keeps betraying me like this... I helped you out with your Amber fuck-up, didn't I? And who got you the gun so you could take care of Chloe? Hm? Aren't I always helping you?

( he needs nathan like this, riddled with sorrow and guilt. the minute nathan realizes he has all the power, it's over.

there will never be another max for jefferson to shoot. no one will ever be as precocious, and thoughtful, and kind, and pure. nathan ruined that for him forever. and for that indelible sin, he'll have to die.

jefferson is cautious, but this will be simple enough. between the overpartying and the active suicide risk energy that nathan exudes, staging his death will be exceptionally easy. it'll look like an accident, or it won't, it doesn't matter. no will suspect foul play. nathan always makes things so easy.

but... in the meantime, nathan can keep max close. he can learn what she's figured out and report it back to him. and, when the time comes, she can be killed alongside him for knowing too much, for being the one that got away, because if jefferson couldn't have her corruption first, no one can ever have her again. a classic stroy: bad influence nathan pulled young, bright max into a life of drugs and crime. it'll be easy, so easy, to stage her death.

and that's the most unforgivable part.
nathan made his bright, beautiful maxine easy.
another common whore, no better than victoria.

yes, death is the only recourse. )


So, Nathan... How are you going to make this right?

-

( in the end, he doesn't answer max's request for dinner. )
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 08:33 pm (UTC)(link)
( once jefferson leave, nathan sleeps. it's exhausting, being responsible for so much all the time. he's supposed to date max and, like, spy on her and some shit, but nathan doesn't think he wants to. jefferson had been a breath of fresh air at one point, but he's beginning to feel like one more person telling him what to do.

...that's a little unfair. jefferson's done more for him than anyone else ever had.

max has a choice between him and chloe, and now it feels like he has to choose between jefferson and max. something like that feels impossible. no wonder he slept his day away, not wanting to think about it.

he does, at least, feel better once he wakes up. waking up to a call from max sends a spike of anxiety through him, but he still answers. )


Hey. Was it... You're good?
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah? Just means we won't be going on any double dates soon, that's all.

( if/when chloe gets a boyfriend of her own. does she even like anyone? she's so far outside the blackwell ecosystem, nathan wouldn't know.

he rubs his eyes and sits up. )


You're back now?
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
Yeah. ( he's ruined everything [again] and his mentor hates him, but he's okay. he's fine. ) Just... tired. Feels like being a roller coaster, this thing with you.
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
Whatever you want... ( he's not even sure if he wants to see her. seeing her means being obliged to know what she knows. he could always lie to jefferson, make something up, but mark always has a way of seeing through him. )

Do you think you're different now? Since we fucked?

( devoid of innocence, shackled by corruption, etc. )
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-20 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know. ( and it's true; he doesn't. if max had seemed different to him lately, it's only because he's beginning to get to know her better. maybe there's some darkness to her eyes, but if there is, he hadn't seen it. he doesn't have the trained gaze of a practiced photographer. he's a rookie, an amateur. )

Different like... bad.

( or maybe jefferson is just a puritan. )
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-21 04:49 am (UTC)(link)
( he's not worried about anything regarding the sex itself anymore. in the immediate aftermath, he'd panicked, but he feels like that's all been cleared up.

he's asking because he wants to see what jefferson sees, because he feels like an idiot for being blind to it. max doesn't seem 'ruined' to him, so maybe he just isn't looking hard enough. )


...Really?

( it's all so confusing. maybe it's a good thing that her first time was awkward and filled with pirate puns instead of in an underground bunker surrounded by cameras. but that would mean there's something seriously fucked up about jefferson's philosophy, and nathan isn't able to see how that's true. )

Do you have any dresses?
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-21 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
What do they look like? Like, evening dresses?

( prescott-class check. also, only two dresses? max must really be slumming it... )

I'll come over and see. Gimme 20 minutes.
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-21 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
( twenty minutes feels like enough time, at least in boy world, to get cleaned up and dressed. he showers, and brushes, and flosses. he uses cologne that costs more than this dormitory. he uses the hair products he only breaks out on special occasions.

when it comes to his outfit, he chooses one of those old-money displays of wealth, like his father taught him. an expensive maroon button-down and pressed slacks shows class way more effectively than gold chains. rolexes are fine, though. that's a reasonable, appropriate showing of $40,000.

it's afternoon time by now, so there's no hope of crossing into the girls' dorms unnoticed. he guesses there's no reason to be subtle now, anyway. everyone that matters already knows, so he knocks on max's door with only the mildest hint of embarrassment. )
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-21 05:59 am (UTC)(link)
( the building agitation dissipates when she appears behind him. he relaxes, and doesn't seem to remember when he'd started to tense up. maybe this whole dating the hipster thing is making him more nervous than he'd realized.

once inside the privacy of her room, he feels better. between the two dresses, he opts for the black one. he flips it around, searching for the designer's tag. )


Is this an a-line or a basque?

( he holds it up in front of her, doing his best to imagine her in it. its style, it's like a strange, knock-off amalgamation of both shapes. )

It'll do. It's just dinner. Not like you're meeting my parents or anything.
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[personal profile] vortexts 2026-03-21 06:21 am (UTC)(link)
( he sets the dress down and can't help but laugh a little at her expression. meeting his parents is the last thing he'd do to her. over his dead body.

in a way, sean prescott and martha prescott are just two more people for him to protect her from. )


Where? Uh... Two Whales Diner.

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💀💀 max ur bf is DUMB

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